Alexithymia

I really liked how you conveyed lots of different feelings without giving their names because that's how I think alexithymia must feel like - alexithymic patients feel just as lots as like just anyone else but yet they are unable to notice, name or identify their feelings, as though they were somehow not going through their perception filters. I sometimes wonder whether Tarsjusz wasn't alexithimic because he would usually pick just the worst matching description to whatever feeling he was showing non-verbally. The disorder intrigues me therefore. I think the confusion that must be associated with that state ("Exquisitely incoherent", "I didn't notice myself staring", contrast between butterflies and snowflakes) is also conveyed really well. I like that it rhymes, although I think that more regular rhythm and rhyming scheme would make the poem flow better. Also, I wonder about usage of the melancholy word, because considering that the lyrical subject is alexithymic, I highly doubt they would figure out ascribing melancholy to the sky xD But I don't know. I'm not alexithimc. Those people seem to be like a box of secrets to me